Life is a test. & I think I passed it.

   I look at life as a test. (Life Test - A test that springs up like'a pop quiz. & your like TF. I didn't get prepared yet! o:< . -_- . D:)Things don't always go as you planned... you know, things NEVER go as you planned especially when your a teenager. That's why I like to just get all the information together & just do it don't think of why or who's going, just do. I mean yeah if your hanging out your going to need a way their & a way back but those should be the only things your worrying about when you go out, you should just go an have fun don't decide of it's going to be fun or not just go party! But anyways getting back on track (:.. everyone I mean EVERYONE has a ditch in their life & if they told you they haven't their lying. Even the rich people have LOTS of ditches & stress an crap to go through nothing get's better over night or a semester. But a point in time it will, if everyone was just patient, stoped stressing and caring an fusing over unnecessary things, we wouldn't have all these problems *coughcough* DEPRESSED SUICIDAL KIDS OR ADULTS. I know it sucks ass but life does that on purpose to fuck with humans. That's why we have to pull through, you know that saying you can't have a rainbow with out a little rain it's true. You shouldn't let things that make you blue mess with how you feel inside as a person because you know what kind of person you are. So don't let it get to you & just jump to.. FUCK MY LIFE NOTHINGS GOING MY WAY I'M SMOKE, DRINK, OR CUT/KILL MYSELF CAUSE NO ONES LISTENING or understanding me. BE MOTHA LOVIN' POSITIVE! For once JEZZE stop beating yourself up about things, find things that will help you get through the storm you need to do it by yourself and for yourself you don't need others to listen or understand. Because soon you will depend on them and relying on someone will hurt you so much more than you think. And don't need cats, cats are a handy cap not something that will help. YOU DON'T NEED PEOPLE YOU NEED A BESTFRIEND OR A SISTER OR BROTHER LOL. And besides, people they can't understand if you don't allow them to or you do it a certain way people are like.. 'this kid is weird ._. ' lol.. or just lash out on people. No one wants to be around a murderer or someone who isn't confident.. just saying. If people would just say what they feel instead of holding it in or keeping it hidden from others from some dumb reason, we'd ALL pass the test of lifes hardships. We ALL just need a best friend to confide in or a friend we've known for a realllly LONG TIME. Cause don't say that stuff to random people you just meet ..you'll scare them away .. well some, some care. But still its best to just have a positive best friend/attitude, because they know you an you know them so i'd be great to open yourself up more to them & get closer & closer <3. So to all who are still keep getting test after tests in life, you'll get your chance at passing ;D! Just be patient & hang around your best friend or someone close. Who knows they maybe feeling the same & you'll be their to catch them when you guys need each other the most or they fall. c: