Highschool.. tf is happened .

Okay, I don't know if it's just me noticing ..but wtf highschool.. like really now were in high school it's getting seriouser & we know.. but it's like all the people who were like your friends an teasing you saying you can never pull or get anyone are like after you. Or even flirting with you & its noticeable or maybe they do just want to hang around you more cause they know you but still to other people its something different. And all those people are coming up to you saying things like, "OOO I see you & John or Blake yall look realll close ;D.. maybe to close +.+." And they give you the wrong perception on how you look at your best friend or your guy best friend when they only thought you were cool to talk to then your looking like a complete idiot for thinking like that. So just be aware, but i mean if he comes up to you an says he likes you then that's fine so you can actually think about how much time you've spent with him & 90% of the time if a guy asked a girl out she will say yes lol. The teachers are meaner or more impatient but I mean you have to get serious but not like all the time so most of the time no one likes high school teachers anyway. Also, I don't know about the tables for lunch it feels like your not like spread out anymore & talkative it's like you better have a click or your eating in the restroom or alone at some random kids table an they might not even want you their. So I really don't like high school it makes you choose what click or how your suppose to be, its competitive in sports, class, even the most popular or pretty girl. But most of all it makes & breaks some people and that can be anything whether grades, emotions, people you love, or just anything. And honestly you come out with like 1 person you actually like. So just maybe they should change somethings about high school an its ways I highly doubt bullying is at the highest rate at school & if it still is we put people in these positions to do these things cause high school is too big no one can really stop it like a teacher wouldn't even know it's happening to someone cause they'd be too busy in their classroom dealing with someone or not even thinking about it, too wrapped up in their day to even notice. But my high school is really crazy. the police officers & principle say they want to protect us an blahblahblahh . but we were asking all these safety questions like if someone hits you first then you have no choice. Or if your getting jumped you can't just stand their and take a beating THAT'S JUST INSANE what if you die! -.- but they just said you can't fight or they WILL arrest you. & what not and they got mad because their was to many 'What ifs'. But when it comes to bullying or drugs or something you can ask all the 'what ifs' you want . This shit is fucking ridiculous.. I don't know about you but I hate high school to a passion. Grades under high school like 1st & 2nd grade were okay no one ever really wants to go to school period, but it was  better than this. #DISAPPOINTED.. i need to go to COLLEGE NOW! D: 

Freshmans.. more like Fresh Stupid Meat.

Never what I had expected.. Everyones getting nastier, hormones are going crazy, cleavage is showing, so much weave, etc! And everyone wants to fight & girls get so low like get a life really. One girl fucked so many times I lost count & she supposedly had a boyfriend with a kid like really?! AND she CHEATTING ON HER BF WOW.. She’s a ..you know., then this other girl is so..FUCKED UP *British accent* So her and this guy went out for not even one whole day she’s like head over heals for him, she gave him a bj & they didn’t even get through the day without being together .. I was looking at her like, do you have any morals? Or is that just me? He’s going to go with this girl that’s his friend because he feels bad for her but he still likes the girl that gave him a blow, but of course that’s like his booty call why not. These girl swear they're in love I don't think girls know of days know the difference between friends with benefits and love or strong like. Another girl went with my ex and I bet they would only last a month and what happen.. oh i don't know... they only lasted a month. He got into trouble had to go away for a while (rehab), an while he was gone she went to this other dude and when he boy came back after doing his time she ran right back to him. #SMH. Scandalous. I don't see how kids are in rehab in high school it's not that hard. I don't see how girls think it's cute to spread the word about how they're not virgins anymore.. it's not attractive at all. But who know's it's not just girls that are nasty and don't have morals it's guys too most don't care who to f with they just want a quickie most of the time. Then, another girl had my mind blow when she did this she has this boyfriend they're doing great but she decides to get bold and cheat on him with another girl like, *TF? Just happend* he got mad an she dumped the girl for the guy #smart idea lol. But they're not making girls as classy as they use to. We as females need to get it together please. And to the people skip class seeming cool even though nobody cares if their there or not it’s whatever it’s so stupid were not even in class for that long come on al lyou have to do is just sit still for a while it’s not that crucial. Everyones getting knocked up way too fast because no ones having that talk with them so it seams okay and fine or whatever but it's not, it's not a race. A girl was in 7th grade and she was already pregnant, that's sad. Rumors about people doing it & fight it’s just insane an I know teachers just love to gossip about us in the teacher’s lounge. 

We need to get our shi together, seriously. 

~I wanna be born in the hippie day with flowers & not a care in the world. ~

What happen to our imaginations?.

What happen to our imagination?! When we were kids u could give us a blanket sheet & a piece of paper & we would pretend to be a hero for example super man or bat man. Somewhere along the way we stopped &were crushed with a big fat dose of reality. Life happened. We get kids to feed. Jobs to work. uhh so much right. Our power to visualize something not there?! As we grow older our imaginations leave us. They get stuffed away in a closet in the backs of our minds and replaced with life or through in storage until we open it for our kids {God knows how long that will be like if you didn't want any or you couldn't because the memories of a child we forgot}. We forget how to play & create great new lands out of thin air. We'd probably even forgot what we wanted ta be when we grew up how much work we spent thinking & dreaming of our plans for it to be a wast an u just sitting in a office all day or working at a fast food place. Perhaps THEY {not me i have 2 big of a imagination for it all to be through away by life} have forgotten how 2 imagine great distant lands in their minds. Honestly if we saw a grown man buzzing around pretending 2 fight pirates we would put him in a straight jacket. Quickly. LOL i'm just saying they would, NOT ME. The ability to imagine an idea or dream up a better world! Perhaps our loss of imagination keeps us from not seeing what isn’t there. Imagination is what lead to every great innovation, creation & revolution that was ever created in history. Our leaders had to see a better world through imagination so y not. If u want to make a difference, you have to fight for your imagination. Bring it back. Let out that kid in you and dream up something incredible AGAIN! Or be forever lost trying to go about life finding yourself, searching what else their is to offer, when there are bigger issues than that.

Henry Barthes: Doublethink. To deliberately believe in lies, while knowing they're false. Examples of this in everyday life: "Oh, I need to be pretty to be happy. I need surgery to be pretty. I need to be thin, famous, fashionable." Our young men today are being told that women are whores, bitches, things to be screwed, beaten, shit on, and shamed. This is a marketing holocaust. Twenty-fours hours a day for the rest of our lives, the powers that be are hard at work dumbing us to death. So to defend ourselves, and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, we must learn to read. To stimulate our own imagination, to cultivate our own consciousness, our own belief systems. We all need skills to defend, to preserve, our own minds. - Detatchment. 

 Movie To Recommend : Detatchment 

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