Life is a test. & I think I passed it.

   I look at life as a test. (Life Test - A test that springs up like'a pop quiz. & your like TF. I didn't get prepared yet! o:< . -_- . D:)Things don't always go as you planned... you know, things NEVER go as you planned especially when your a teenager. That's why I like to just get all the information together & just do it don't think of why or who's going, just do. I mean yeah if your hanging out your going to need a way their & a way back but those should be the only things your worrying about when you go out, you should just go an have fun don't decide of it's going to be fun or not just go party! But anyways getting back on track (:.. everyone I mean EVERYONE has a ditch in their life & if they told you they haven't their lying. Even the rich people have LOTS of ditches & stress an crap to go through nothing get's better over night or a semester. But a point in time it will, if everyone was just patient, stoped stressing and caring an fusing over unnecessary things, we wouldn't have all these problems *coughcough* DEPRESSED SUICIDAL KIDS OR ADULTS. I know it sucks ass but life does that on purpose to fuck with humans. That's why we have to pull through, you know that saying you can't have a rainbow with out a little rain it's true. You shouldn't let things that make you blue mess with how you feel inside as a person because you know what kind of person you are. So don't let it get to you & just jump to.. FUCK MY LIFE NOTHINGS GOING MY WAY I'M SMOKE, DRINK, OR CUT/KILL MYSELF CAUSE NO ONES LISTENING or understanding me. BE MOTHA LOVIN' POSITIVE! For once JEZZE stop beating yourself up about things, find things that will help you get through the storm you need to do it by yourself and for yourself you don't need others to listen or understand. Because soon you will depend on them and relying on someone will hurt you so much more than you think. And don't need cats, cats are a handy cap not something that will help. YOU DON'T NEED PEOPLE YOU NEED A BESTFRIEND OR A SISTER OR BROTHER LOL. And besides, people they can't understand if you don't allow them to or you do it a certain way people are like.. 'this kid is weird ._. ' lol.. or just lash out on people. No one wants to be around a murderer or someone who isn't confident.. just saying. If people would just say what they feel instead of holding it in or keeping it hidden from others from some dumb reason, we'd ALL pass the test of lifes hardships. We ALL just need a best friend to confide in or a friend we've known for a realllly LONG TIME. Cause don't say that stuff to random people you just meet ..you'll scare them away .. well some, some care. But still its best to just have a positive best friend/attitude, because they know you an you know them so i'd be great to open yourself up more to them & get closer & closer <3. So to all who are still keep getting test after tests in life, you'll get your chance at passing ;D! Just be patient & hang around your best friend or someone close. Who knows they maybe feeling the same & you'll be their to catch them when you guys need each other the most or they fall. c:

Love.? :o

↓ If I had to describe love it would have to be a little something like this lol. ↓

Some Gifs for Love

Freshmans.. more like Fresh Stupid Meat.

Never what I had expected.. Everyones getting nastier, hormones are going crazy, cleavage is showing, so much weave, etc! And everyone wants to fight & girls get so low like get a life really. One girl fucked so many times I lost count & she supposedly had a boyfriend with a kid like really?! AND she CHEATTING ON HER BF WOW.. She’s a ..you know., then this other girl is so..FUCKED UP *British accent* So her and this guy went out for not even one whole day she’s like head over heals for him, she gave him a bj & they didn’t even get through the day without being together .. I was looking at her like, do you have any morals? Or is that just me? He’s going to go with this girl that’s his friend because he feels bad for her but he still likes the girl that gave him a blow, but of course that’s like his booty call why not. These girl swear they're in love I don't think girls know of days know the difference between friends with benefits and love or strong like. Another girl went with my ex and I bet they would only last a month and what happen.. oh i don't know... they only lasted a month. He got into trouble had to go away for a while (rehab), an while he was gone she went to this other dude and when he boy came back after doing his time she ran right back to him. #SMH. Scandalous. I don't see how kids are in rehab in high school it's not that hard. I don't see how girls think it's cute to spread the word about how they're not virgins anymore.. it's not attractive at all. But who know's it's not just girls that are nasty and don't have morals it's guys too most don't care who to f with they just want a quickie most of the time. Then, another girl had my mind blow when she did this she has this boyfriend they're doing great but she decides to get bold and cheat on him with another girl like, *TF? Just happend* he got mad an she dumped the girl for the guy #smart idea lol. But they're not making girls as classy as they use to. We as females need to get it together please. And to the people skip class seeming cool even though nobody cares if their there or not it’s whatever it’s so stupid were not even in class for that long come on al lyou have to do is just sit still for a while it’s not that crucial. Everyones getting knocked up way too fast because no ones having that talk with them so it seams okay and fine or whatever but it's not, it's not a race. A girl was in 7th grade and she was already pregnant, that's sad. Rumors about people doing it & fight it’s just insane an I know teachers just love to gossip about us in the teacher’s lounge. 

We need to get our shi together, seriously. 

~I wanna be born in the hippie day with flowers & not a care in the world. ~